Sep30

What a sad day.

What a difference a day makes. Today we felt pretty low. Within a weeks time, we moved, little Rose was born and today, Daddy lost his job. He walked in with a box from his locker this afternoon and an angry demeaner. Never in our life have we had so many changes happen all at the same time. Its important to tell our true life story in this book and I'll be honest, we are pretty sad today. Mostly, I am sad for your Dad who day after day works tirelessly for us at a job that has just treated him so terribly. Im sad that what should be one of the happiest times in our life is tarnished by the judgements of other people who dont know what they are doing! Its better this way I suppose. The job hasnt been great for a while now, but he is happy there, and loves what he does. To lose a job and insurance with a new little baby and 2 growing kids is not how we would have planned it. The look on his face when he got the call is burned in my brain. He didnt do anything wrong and I am proud of his skills as a caring Nurse and a man with integrity and honesty. All of his co workers enjoyed working with him and his patients family members are upset he is gone. That speaks volumes for his charachter. I had a good cry today, and Dad is angry, but I have felt the sweet assurance from what is undeniably Heavenly Father that all will be well. I dont know how, but I know we will be okay. I have Faith in the peace that is in my heart. Amidst all of the craziness that we cant control, this is the happiest time in my life. I'm so thankful for your dad and the three of you. Life is the sweetest it can be. Regardless of what happens to us in life, we can always choose to rise above the craziness and focus on the things we can control and delight in our family.