Nov18

Life

Life is about moments. Good and bad. This project is not project mom or project kids, its project family. I want you to know that despite the honest truth that I am about to tell you, I feel our life is so blessed and I am truly happier than I have been in a long time. Dad lost his job 6 weeks ago and changed our life. It changed his confidence in some aspects, It changed our way of living, it changed the way we look at things. He's had several interviews since, and hasnt been "picked" I find myself saying, "where is the compassion of these people? If they would just give you the chance, they would see how great you are!" and phrases like "Its not fair, you just had a baby and its right before the holidays" Well, sometimes things arent fair. And its really hard.And I have really struggled today to find that feeling that I had 6 weeks ago that everything will be ok. When? How? How patient can I' be and can I really endure this well?  But today we have a full gas tank, food in the pantry, 3 healthy and happy children and a warm place to call home. I dont have to wash clothes by hand or walk everywhere we need to be. We have music to stir my soul and friends and family who love us.  I have a husband who's charachter and whole being is golden. I have a life, a full life, despite things that may be unfair, my life is full.